
"should've known you'd bring me heart-ache." - - - - vent; vent; vent;; I don't know what to put here anymore. So much went through my mind making the video, but now when I try to write out all these thoughts, my mind goes blank. I don't know what's going on with us anymore, but I know it's frustrating me. I wonder if I should just say good-bye and let it go. Would it be easier for me? Would it be harder? Is waiting around really my only option? How come if you loved me, you could never make the time to talk to me? I'm so frustrated and angry and hurt, and I'm getting tired of it. I wonder if calling you that night was a mistake. I was doing fine, moving on and such, I thought. And for some unknown reason, I called. I gave into missing you, and now it hurts more than it did when we first broke up. I can't keep doing this...I need to know what to do. Is holding on going to be worth it in the end? Where do I go from here? - - - - other crap;; Song: Almost Lover Artist: A Fine Frenzy Pairing: Spain x Belgium Fandom: Hetalia Spain is meant to represent my ex, with Belgium being myself. It was hard to pick a pairing that made me think of us. I almost used Spamano, but somehow Romano doesn't fit me as well as Belgium. Using her made me want to smile. Her character profile called her a "straight-man" type, which reminded me a lot of myself. And him being Spain was easy enough. He used to make me smile like Spain still does.
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